Golden ‘Nigz’ Rong

I have found the most amazing scent that I myself cannot truly fully describe.  I know I am retarded for writing this now.  But it feels like this is what i have come to.  I am going to purchase this intoxicating perfume, and when the time is right, I will give it to you as a present.  When I give you the perfume, i hope you realize, soon, i will be proposing to you.  Until then, the box with the perfume will be sealed tightly not to be opened until I find you.  So hopefully the world’s most incredible scent will be used by you on the day you walk down the aisle, the night we go out to celebrate you getting a promotion, the day where I sell one of my photos for big money, the day after that, and the night after that.  But don’t use to much cause I’m only going to have one bottle, because their going to stop making this perfume soon.  Till I meet you, i bid you adieu.

Back in the city, haven’t had much inspiration to blog. Maybe I have gotten writer’s block, or maybe my heart isn’t being broken and torn and shit.  Anyway, been down to Dumbo lately and its frikking awesome, i love it in DUMBO, gotta go get me a loft there with the crew.  Just been working, chilling, and getting on with my daily grind.

Saw Enchanted, yea that disney movie with McDreamy.  Saw it under the Brooklyn Bridge, and it was good, and Yes homo as louie would say.  Well it got me thinking, and then seeing other things.  Everyone is in a position where they are in love.  Love is what keeps us all going.  By that I don’t just limit it to that generic relationship type love.  I’m talking bout those things you do all the time that you love, that passion that keeps you going, that reason why you feel like shit sometimes, and the reason why things just ain’t the same.  I found love.  Pursuing my dreams is following this love.  I love photography.  The feeling you get when you capture a perfect moment in time, the way you have to try so hard to get it right.  The time i have to dedicate to finding these moments, the people i have met because of the my love.

I realized right now the reason i dont have anything interesting to write about is cause life is how it should be.  I wish i had more to write but i don’t.  So till i got something to run to my macbook pro about farewell. here’s some photos to enjoy

GOTTA GET MY NEW LENS

I was waiting till I was done with my finals and stuff to do this.  I guess it gave me time to reflect on everything that’s happened.  Well I’m done with my first year of College.  I think shit was fucking awesome.  Had my ups and downs, discovered many new things, made new bonds.  I feel sad that I am going to be leaving, but i got to follow my dreams.

I am going to miss those nights where we would drive out a 2 AM to go to the middle of nowhere, where we sat and just talked, how i wanted to take photos of these places but never got the chance to.  I’ve been missing it for a while.

Those nights where we stayed up till the sun came up and realized i had class at 8:05, fucking journalism.  The shortcuts we discovered, the fastest point from A to B.

Getting to know you, sitting next to you in Writing class, drawing my comics of you and i.  Hoping that eventually, you’d realize, maybe your with the wrong person.  I wanted to tell you, I wanted to spill my heart out and just tell you, but it just didn’t happen. So maybe you’ll understand eventually.

I am going to miss those nights, where we sat there, the three of us, you two trying to study, and me telling my stories, you two laughing.  Me just sitting there tell you the stories of how I messed up talking to a girl or the way i got into a nigger moment.  I’ll miss just sitting there late night and just chatting it up.  You two always giving me advice, and me never listening but there just to enjoy the chat.

Going to miss playing handball till 3 in the A.M.  Then going to Kelly and eating food that ain’t good for a person at 3 A.M.

All of you have made your impressions on me and we’ll meet sometime later in life, it is a small world after all =D

Going to miss all you who have made these past 8 months of my life quite memorable, so to you all.

I’m sorry I’m leaving, I wish it didn’t have to be this way, but gotta follow my dreams.

You want to get somewhere,

you take the train,

you get to the train station,

you never know when the train is coming,

30 seconds, a minute, half an hour, never?

But you just stand on the platform waiting,

Your train comes, You get on,

You think its right

then you get where you want to

but are you too early,too late?

You can never be sure until you really gotten on that train that comes on time every day

no delays, and you understand its right

You caught the perfect train.

You sit two rows in front of me in this gigantic auditorium, you sit there.  Part of ur hair pulled back, enough to leave bangs in the front and hair flowing from the back.  Sitting there, she sits by herself.  She doesn’t have friends in the class, why don’t i go and talk to her?  She’s got her Brooklyn Industries bookbag, her DS in hand playing her games during class.  She has a friendly look, yet she has a bitch look, why can’t I just say hi?  Wearing her dark denim, her various v neck t-shirts, with her Nikes, she’s just two rows away.  Wait till the end of class, wait to get close enough to say hi, but everytime i chicken out.  What is it about the girl i think would be perfect, what is it that keeps me from saying hi?  Is there some force that says no, you can’t, cause you just aren’t worth it?

No I don’t think so, it’s just me thinking and thinking, and before i know it, shes walked past me and my chance to say hi is gone and there is only soo much time i have left to do so.